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Another Week with My Master

A typical week with my Master, including travel to wine country and some sex.

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Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 2 (The Taboos)

Exploring possibilities, fantasies really, for the Alpha to break me, including findom, bb, ownership, renting out and forced fem.

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Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 1 (The Feeling)

When a sub is so horny and eager he can become desperate to do anything in the service of others - that's desperation.

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Cruising in Vienna

A little fun at the sauna and kinky bar, including a memorable fuck with a very muscular guy.

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Last Night in Berlin

A surprisingly fun visit to the sauna, developing a crush on a potentially new friend with benefits.

Mindfucked into Desperation: Early Access Offer

Premium offer: Early access to four long blog posts about that sweet feeling of total desperation to serve a true Alpha.

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Asian Persuasion

Taking more Asian dick at the super busy Lab.Oratory club in Berlin.

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Girth Matters

Taking two thick dicks at the Boiler sauna in Berlin, including from "Sir Girth".

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The Benefit of Experience

Taking it hard from two seasoned players at the sauna.

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An Intimate Interview (Part 4): Safety Measures

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An Intimate Interview (Part 3): Watersports

Talking about everything related to piss and why I find it so hot, including my earliest experiences.

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An Intimate Interview (Part 2): Role-Play

Addressing what roles mean for me, including limits.

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An Intimate Interview (Part 1): All About my Masters

Describing the hierarchy under which I'm placed and the various kinds of Masters I got to serve.

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Cruising in Berlin

The Boiler Sauna After a couple of weeks in Paris without much sex (and without cumming), I was looking forward to cruising in Berlin. I got into the city on Saturday morning and at 7pm I was standing at the very short line outside the Boiler sauna. I'm

A Fresh Start: Welcome to My New Home

Welcome to my new site, where my journey into submission and creativity continues! 🎉 After over a year and nearly 200 posts on Patreon, this space now offers a fresh start—a dedicated home for all my stories, insights, and more. Here, you’ll find my work available for free, with

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Cruising in Paris

I love Paris for the food, especially the desserts and the bread. But honestly, not so much the cruising. Maybe I was also not in the best mood, after Patreon shut down my account. But here's a bit about my cruising over the weekend. L'impact On

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Cruising in Guadalajara, Mexico

Voltio Bar I went to this cruising bar on a Sunday evening. It took me a moment to find the dark room though it was large. The bar areas were also large, though filled with cigarette smoke. Thankfully there wasn't much of that in the cruising area, though

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Staying Locked, New FinDom and Other Updates

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Age Play and Ageism

How we see ourselves As promised, I'm writing this post to address helpful feedback from one of my patrons. I get it: in my stories and my blog posts, I mostly focus on muscular guys and I'm usually limiting myself to a certain age range. So

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Wanting to Please Too Much

In this post I'll tell you about my third and last week with my Master on this visit, so it's more in the style of last week's post about the cruise, because it's all about my Master's control and our

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Cruising with Master is Hard

I started to write this blog post while waiting for my flight from San Diego, together with my Master, after we disembarked from the Atlantis cruise ship on the day before. As in my first two cruises, traveling with my Master was not a walk in the park. You see,

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Watersports Training - Part 3

In the last two blog posts I told you about the first two piss parties at Noxon Club in Maspalomas, Gran Canaria. If you haven't been to Maspalomas, it's a great place to visit, especially on Fetish Pride! On Sunday I went to the last piss

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Watersports Training - Part 2

Continuing straight from last week’s blog post, there was so much more piss waiting for me on that week of Fetish Pride in Maspalomas, Gran Canaria. I’m telling you, that’s one party worth traveling to. Lots of kink, clothing-optional places and sex, warmer weather than where I

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Watersports Training - Part 1

I just left Maspalomas in Gran Canaria a week ago and traveled to meet my Master and go with him on my third gay cruise. It's been a couple of weeks since Fetish Pride ended, but I still have experiences to share. As I mentioned in my previous

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Spiraling into Financial Domination

9 reasons why I'd give to Doms: 1. Excitement 2. Attention 3. Training 4. Content 5. Therapy 6. Drilling 7. Fulfillment 8. Degradation 9. Community In my last blog post, The Gateway into Financial Domination, I told you how I broke my "no findom" limit and