Not Cumming... Finally Cumming
I'm so horny, since I haven't cum for more than 72 hours. That's my threshold for becoming eager and more submissive. Once again, it didn't happen so much on purpose, but I just didn't get to it because I had a few very busy days with a conference. Prior to that I had a streak of 9-10 days of not cumming, which I ended last week, when I realized that it may be affecting my mood, besides the obvious sweet mindfuck into submission. I was a little down, either from that or from running out of 5-HTP, a supplement which I've grown accustomed to taking, as they say it helps with producing serotonin.
For the last couple of days, I've been jerking off for a bit in the morning, without cumming, before heading out to meetings. I'd thought I might cum this morning, but I forgot to seek permission from my Master last night, and because of the slight time difference and him being asleep, I couldn't get permission to cum. I was extra horny because of a chat I began on Grindr with a Master that seemed sincere. It's so hard to find real Masters that are ready for a 24/7 situation (for a few days). So just the idea of possibly playing with this Master got me extra excited.