My Hypno Journey Begins

Just a couple of weeks ago, I started experimenting with hypnosis. With that, my journey into submission was suddenly greatly accelerated. I've been thinking about it for some time, curious what it could do, how it could make me feel and perhaps what goals I could hope to advance (not only sexually). In comes Alpha Steve, whom I met on Grindr, and he sent me links to some audio files to listen to. Before beginning I had a million questions that I needed to check with him and I'm grateful that he took the time to address them. I wasn't particularly sceptic about his ability to hypnotize me and that it could have an effect over me. Rather, I was concerned that it could have too much power over me. That it could fuck me up.

A mindfuck can actually be a wonderful thing. I experienced it for the first time through wearing chastity and avoiding cumming for 10 days. I was horny and desperate—extremely eager—and that was actually when Master J.E. collared me. My whole sex story, "Fantastic Adventures in Master's Orbit" (also available here) describes my sexual fantasies of submission in his service. When I started writing these, he warned me that he would see them as consent to do to me anything described in them.

But I digress. I needed to be 100% certain before getting myself into hypnosis. I also cheated and listened or at least skimmed through the audio files to check what was in them. Normally I understand that it is not advisable, as it could undermine the effectiveness of the hypnosis. But safety first and I needed to be certain. After all, Alpha Steve was someone I'd just recently met online, plus he had a declared agenda to use and abuse subs. Abuse is actually something that I normally avoid.

Anyway, after a couple of days of back and forth, I finally let myself try to listen to one of the hypnosis files when I went to bed. I woke up feeling better, happier. I knew what was in the file and I knew the commands that Alpha Steve gave me. But after going under, it had a different power over me. He had a different power over me.