Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 2 (The Taboos)
Exploring possibilities, fantasies really, for the Alpha to break me, including findom, bb, ownership, renting out and forced fem.
Following up on my last post, I'd like to explore here possibilities, fantasies really, that came to mind after the Alpha I mentioned read that post and told me this:
"I love knowing I could break you if I wanted to."
"Breaking" might mean different things to everyone. To me it means making me do something I don't want to do. And that's tricky, because the very act of mind-fucking makes a sub want to do things he previously didn't think he wanted to do. A powerful Dom can do that–change our desires to make us want things that serve Him, even if it means going beyond our limits.
You know I love exploring my fantasies. But I guess I'm writing this post, first of all, as a service to that Alpha. I'm still in that desperate state of mind, and this can be a way to be extra vulnerable for him. After all, it's easiest for a Dom to use a fag when he sees deeper into his mind. He just needs to see the hole in that fag's mind, so he can fuck deep into it. This post is like giving Him the administrator’s password to my mind.
But to clarify, I don't want to do any of the things I'm about to describe. I think. But those ideas come to mind when I think about ways in which this Alpha might break me.