A Letter to My Master

Hi Sir,

🏳️‍🌈 Happy Pride! 🏳️‍🌈

It's been a while since I've written you a letter, and I thought this would be a good opportunity for reflection and expression of gratitude.

I was trying to go back and find when we met based on my Kayak app, since Grindr didn't keep the old messages. I think I visited and accepted your collar in May 2019 and possibly even met you for the first time as early as November 2018. I'm really not sure. But I know that after a break, I visited you again on February 7, 2020, just before it was announced that COVID-19 was a pandemic, and we've been meeting steadily since then. So that's already more than five years, and maybe 6 or more years since meeting for the first time!

What a ride it's been, for both of us, I believe. I'm so grateful for the chance to become owned for the first time, and to serve as your boi. That's so different from just serving on an isolated session. Until then, I've only submitted to Doms in person, and I really didn't see the need to be controlled by a Master from afar until I met you.

Your control has been an anchor. You gave me a human connection, which was so crucial, especially in the beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, when I was sheltering in place back home for six months, and not hooking up with anyone. Being away from you, I started fantasizing about being with you and exploring kinky adventures with you, which was how I started writing my story Collared, and later on turned it into a blog website and a podcast.

It was such a privilege to have someone who would keep me as his, under his control, even from a distance, and then be able to be with you again and again throughout the pandemic, when I didn't feel safe to be with anyone else.

But it's so much more than that. I know we've grown together and learned to understand each other's needs. We had more fights at first, but I admired your ability to communicate and ultimately find the way toward reconciliation and getting us to take our guards back down and be closer. We were rewarded with the possibility to spend more time together, with your stronger control and my deeper submission, than we had experienced before.

You made me take your collar when you imposed chastity for 10 days and made me mindfucked and desperate for you. But you kept a strong grip over my mind since then, even without chastity. As you gave me the freedom to cum whenever I asked for it, I was able to live with your control and reporting to you daily, as I wouldn't have been able to do for anyone else.

When last year you started imposing chastity ahead of one of my visits, you really took me by surprise, but I welcomed it. I was already playing a bit with chastity, but doing it for you was so much hotter than self-locking. The mindfuck was something else and I discovered new levels of eagerness.